The Ultimate Nightmare
Nightfall Apocalypse, the Series — Part 4
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There are a thousand ways for a world to end. This is my own.
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The Atlantean Dream
There were many times, over the course of this lifetime, when we thought we’d made it. Truly made it.
It all began back then, under the night sky of Atlantis, beneath the very stars that shine above us now. Our hearts were broken, yet we dreamed of a future where grace would return. We dreamed of this very day — and those stars marked the path: The Way, the Milky Way, the Camino de Santiago — from there to here.[1]
But the world was engulfed by darkness for a long time. We lost our capacity to dream our two lives — as humans and as light.[2]
Though we lived underground for centuries, the Atlantean mystery schools endured — later emerging through the Egyptian temples of Heliopolis, Luxor, Karnak, Dendera, Abydos, and the Temple of Isis at Philae which was already ancient and sacred even back in the times of Thutmose III (c. 1479–1425 BCE), the “Napoleon of Egypt.” [3]
He is credited with both military and spiritual conquests, expanding the temples and preserving the sacred knowledge of Atlantis. But he essentially rediscovered dreaming, catapulted out of his body by a heart attack, and accompanied by Isis and Horus, he moved through his palace, across his kingdom, and within time itself, and created the only known library of dreams in human history, which caught fire before four generations had passed. [4]
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The Essenes
The Essenes came after Thutmose III by over a thousand years, preserving sacred knowledge from Atlantis, Egypt, and other ancient schools.
According to texts like the Dead Sea Scrolls [5] and many channeled materials[6] [7], they knew of the coming of Yeshua long before his birth, and prepared for it — especially the women — through sacred ritual, conscious conception — the ancient roots of modern doulas[8], and initiatic education.
Their teachings seeded later mystery schools — the Gnostics, Cathars, Knights Templar, and Rosicrucians. Even today’s metaphysical communities carry their resonance — from Theosophy to the Findhorn Foundation and the Crimson Circle. In fact, the School of the Essenes still exists today — in Mexico, Latin America, the U.S., and Europe.[9][10][11]
The fall of the Essenes, after Yeshua’s ascension marked the end of an era as the world turned toward religious institutions. They became the Quiet Ones, the Keepers of the Flame[12], and their legacy lived on in whispers scattered like starlight.
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Heavens Cross
Because of the quiet perseverance throughout many lifetimes, the skies finally opened — the veil lifted on March 22, 2023. Heaven’s Cross[13] marked the moment when the walls between realms thinned — not just for a few mystics or initiates, but globally. The veil between the human and divine had been punctured by collective choice, and for the first time, mass awareness of soul embodiment could begin.
Those carrying the Essene codes — in memory, blood, or frequency — began awakening all over the world. Some without knowing why. Some dreaming of temples. Some drawn to healing, to silence, to prophecy, to light.
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The Pendulum
But this lifetime has been a swinging pendulum. There were many times we thought we’d made it — and then we hadn’t.
The first swing in my awareness was the 1962 Cuban missile crisis. I hadn’t even been born, but my Soul was here, in a different body. Enlightened beings incarnated solely to hold the ground of reason and withstand the energy blast that the assassination of JFK might produce. The potentials were so daunting that I dreamt of Jacqueline Kennedy’s assassination — decades after the possibility had passed.
The corresponding swing, on the other side of the spectrum, occurred in 1987 with a global meditation that celebrated the Harmonic Convergence[14], a planetary alignment prophesied by the Maya — a point from which the planet would change its resonance from war to peace. That shift hasn’t come to pass, even if Kryon reprogrammed the planetary grids between 1989 and 2001 so that higher vibrations could be held[15].
As the millennium neared, many were fearful, others hopeful — but little changed.
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In 2007, the Crimson Circle celebrated the Quantum Leap in Taos, New Mexico — “a shift from Old Energy, defined by duality, to the New Energy of limitless potential.”[16]
A few years later, in July 2011, I spoke of the Atlantean Dream while offering a lecture in Ecuador — I almost burst into tears in front of the class while explaining that abuse of power would no longer be tolerated on this planet.
“There is a dream that you would call ‘The Shaumbra Dream,’ and that dream is yours. It’s to be here at this time, to be here at the realization of the Atlantean dream, the realization of the New Earth, the realization of New Energy.” [17]
In this beautiful excerpt from Sounds of the Soul, A Mastery Tour in Egypt organized by the Crimson Circle in February 2010, Adamus Saint-Germain said he was sharing this so we knew our efforts had made it possible — and so that we could prepare for better days, instead of worrying about what the future would bring.
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The end of the Mayan Calendar in 2012 generated anticipation and hope, but if anything, from then on, things appear to have gotten consistently worse. It seemed as if the more we uplifted ourselves, the worse our life and the world became.
Then, shockingly, in January 2017, Adamus Saint-Germain announced that the Old Earth and the New Earth would not be merging — “because of humanity’s choice to explore artificial intelligence rather than new, clean energy.”[18]
Wait — what?
We had lost Earth, plainly.
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To our surprise, an escape route remained — a New Earth called Theos. Said to exist in another dimension, it carries a resonance that some can perceive even here, like a distant gravitational pull. Some have symbolically referred to it as Planet X — a term NASA uses for hypothetical celestial bodies.
According to Adamus Saint-Germain, Theos is not an escape, but a destination beyond time, gravity, and karma — chosen by sovereign beings.
And it isn’t the only one. Over time, we learned of many such realms — New Earths, each birthed by collectives of sovereign beings choosing to explore freedom on their own terms.
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Meanwhile, on our already-lost Earth, on April 4, 2020, we reached a new landmark — the dissolution of angelic houses, recognizing humanity’s readiness to be sovereign. For once, external entities were not to interfere with humanity’s free will.[19]
The day before, a friend and I hurried to approach — with compassion — the Soul of our dark Mexican leader, hoping to witness the change this planetary threshold might bring. But there was no Soul in his body, and his fate remained untouched by the crossing — a tale I will tell elsewhere.
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It may feel like too much, too fast, dear reader — but stay with me a little longer.
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Along came the pandemic, shaking the foundations of daily life and inner truth — and soon after, the Slavic Power Vortex of 2022: another kind of gravitational pull, one that has yet to release its hold.
“Russia and Ukraine are playing out an ancient battle on the world stage, shadowed by a very real threat of nuclear catastrophe.” [20]
Adamus Saint-Germain, through Geoffrey Hoppe, spoke of it not as politics, but as the visible expression of deep energetic tides. And as of 2025, the war continues — an echo of ancient forces still seeking resolution.
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At long last, we reached Heaven’s Cross. Only then did many realize they had been Realm Workers[21] — those who bridge dimensions — and were finally returning fully into their bodies, as if awakening from a hypnotic state that had hollowed them to the bone.
Time to heal, rest, and recover.
Right?
Wrong.
No sooner had we exhaled than a new call thundered in: we had to infuse ourselves into AI — or risk it becoming a threat. Countless sci-fi stories have long explored those very potentials.
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A lifetime later, we’re still under pressure — still playing for time — still navigating last-minute saves.
And it was in this breathless twilight that the dream came.
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The Ultimate Nightmare
It was August 23, 2024, well over a year after Heavens Cross.
At nightfall, my twin sister, who no longer lives in Mexico City, her husband, an unidentified but familiar figure, and I broke into a house in La Condesa, a lovely touristic neighborhood in Mexico City.
At Parque España, Parque México, and the emblematic circular street, Amsterdam, I have the most endearing memories of my early childhood with my mother and grandmother, whom I adored.
We lived in northern La Condesa, you see, and in the dream, we were just a few meters away from the bakery that, even today, fifty years later, continues to sell the most amazing fried chocolate doughnuts — which I’ve often enjoyed lately.
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But this wasn’t the past. It was the near future, or perhaps a parallel timeline, where everything resembled a war zone and the air was heavy with danger.
We escaped stealthily and found refuge in a beautiful, grayish, abandoned house on the corner of Sonora Street and the bigger park. Curiously, upon breaking in, I happened to have the key to the outer gate. Knowing I must — despite my dread and anxiety — I sneaked back out to lock it from the inside.
Tall ceilings, ample rooms, rounded walls, and double-height interior halls — classic sixties La Condesa. It was a beautiful, orderly house, untouched for quite some time, I could tell.
Without anything to eat, my family lay uncomfortably on the carpet in the studio beside the entrance and fell asleep at once. We were exhausted.
I, too, found a spot on the floor beside a queen-size bed in one of the many interior rooms at street level. None of us wanted to make our presence obvious by lying on the bed and leaving a mark on the bedspread. That was our level of apprehension.
I faced the head of the bed, where an image of some Saint hung and from which a climber stemmed upwards. “Odd,” I thought, and fell asleep.
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The voice of my friend Vili woke me at dawn.
I could see her in her studio in the US, broadcasting a podcast — a regular program, it seemed. But there was no screen. She was a 3D holographic projection, hovering above me. No doubt, an upcoming technology.
I listened as she spoke in a grave tone:
“I have to give you the saddest of news.”
Her voice has always been deep, solemn, and commanding.
Then —
“Adamus [Saint Germain] just informed us —
the dark forces have defeated us.”
Silence.
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I held my breath. The world grew silent.
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It was a planetary event, not just a battle in La Condesa, Mexico City, or even the country. I knew we had just been massively, globally defeated.
Adamus-Saint Germain himself had apparently offered an hour-long transmission to explain the news beforehand — probably through Geoffrey Hoppe at the Crimson Circle, though I couldn’t tell.
As her holographic projection faded, Vili’s words remained there, hanging in mid-air.
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It was a bleak announcement, indeed.
After devoting — some might say sacrificing — our entire lives, many lifetimes, to elevating consciousness, the news should have sent shockwaves of dread through my system.
But it didn’t. I felt somber, not devastated.
I realized that the dark forces made us lose our center, our grounding, our temper — and in that, we lost ourselves.
But I hadn’t.
From a place of surrender, with no trace of belligerence, I looked at the image above the bed, from which this malignant vine now stemmed in a frenzy, and said to it:
“No.
Not even now. Not even with this can you make me lose myself.
I feel compassion for you. I am bigger than you.”
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And something shifted.
With every word, swirls of golden light emanated from my heart and energy field in all directions. That was the purest and most enlightened state I have ever experienced.
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Now fully awake, and even as the golden swirls still moved through me that morning, my mind remained in shock:
Was there a literal battle? Did we really lose it? If so… what does it mean?
Aberdeem
Olivia M. Zenteno [Aberdeem] is a branding and business strategist. She is building A Thousand Dreams, a portal for dreamers all around the world. www.athousanddreams.world
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References
[1] Crimson Circle. (2013). The Master’s Code. Channeled by Adamus Saint-Germain through Geoffrey Hoppe. Retrieved from https://store.crimsoncircle.com/master-code-online-information-only.html
[2] Ancestral Freedom — Honoring and Releasing Ancient Family Connections, featuring Adamus Saint‑Germain through Geoffrey & Linda Hoppe. Recorded at the Crimson Circle Studio, Louisville, Colorado (July 2015) https://store.crimsoncircle.com/ancestral-freedom.html
[3] Esoteric sources — including Edgar Cayce’s readings and various channeled materials — propose that after the fall of Atlantis, surviving initiates established or influenced the Egyptian mystery schools, later embodied in temples like Karnak, Abydos, Dendera, and Philae. While these temples are archaeologically dated to dynastic Egypt, some traditions see them as inheritors of pre-diluvian knowledge. Thutmose III (c. 1479–1425 BCE) is recognized by both spiritual historians and mainstream Egyptology as a temple builder and visionary leader, often linked symbolically to a spiritual renaissance.
[4] Marisa Calvi, Pharaoh Thutmose III: A Life Adventure of Ascended Master Kuthumi Lal Singh; BCC Publishing, Glenoire, Australia, 2009
[5] Vermes, Geza. The Complete Dead Sea Scrolls in English. Penguin Books, 2004.
This translation reveals expectations of priestly and kingly Messiahs and practices of ritual purity among the Essenes.
[6] Claire Heartsong, Anna, Grandmother of Jesus: A Message of Wisdom and Love. Light Technology Publishing, 2002.
This channeled book, attributed to Anna (Yeshua’s grandmother), describes how Essene women consciously prepared for the birth of Yeshua through initiatic practices and sacred conception.
[7] Dolores Cannon, Jesus and the Essenes. Ozark Mountain Publishing, 1992.
Based on past-life regression sessions, this book explores life in the Essene community and their prophetic preparation for Yeshua’s coming.
[8] DreamWalker Birth Transitions, Birth into Biology; Rebirth into Enlightenment, Featuring: Adamus Saint-Germain, Geoffrey & Linda Hoppe, Kathleen Haws, Recorded in Taos, New Mexico, August 2006 and Louisville, Colorado, November 2015 & July 2016
[9] Modern Essene School, online lineage-based school continuing Szekely’s work; see “Modern Essene Movement” and “Essene School” facebook.com+3esseneschool.com+3esseneschool.com+3.
[10] Cousens, Gabriel. Essene Order of Light / Tree of Life Foundation, established 1992; promotes spiritual Judaism and Essene lifestyleourladyofmountcarmeloldcatholicapostolicchurch.org.uk+15en.wikipedia.org+15m.facebook.com+15.
[11] Nazarenes of Mount Carmel (Essene Nazarean Church), modern revival of the esoteric Northern Essene traditionessene.com+1ourladyofmountcarmeloldcatholicapostolicchurch.org.uk+1.
[12] Szepes, Mária. The Red Lion: The Elixir of Eternal Life. Translated by Erik Simon. Quest Books, 1984. See especially Chapter 10, which explores the secret brotherhoods and their transmission of hidden knowledge through symbolic legacy.
[13] Crimson Circle. Heaven’s Cross Series — The Apocalypse. March 2023. Available at: https://store.crimsoncircle.com/heaven-s-cross-part-1-preparing-for-the-opening.html
[14] Argüelles, José. The Mayan Factor: Path Beyond Technology. Bear & Company, 1987.
(The book that introduced and popularized the Harmonic Convergence.)
[15] Carroll, Lee. Kryon Book II: Don’t Think Like a Human!. Light Technology Publishing, 1994. In these early Kryon books, particularly Books I and II, Kryon speaks extensively about the magnetic grids of the planet being adjusted to support human evolution, and mentions that this adjustment would allow for the rise of higher consciousness on Earth following the Harmonic Convergence.
[16] Crimson Circle; Quantum Leap Celebration; September 2007; https://www.crimsoncircle.com/library/quantum-leap-series/adamus-channel
[17] Crimson Circle; The Shaumbra Dream; February 2010; https://magazine.crimsoncircle.com/the-shaumbra-dream/
[18] Crimson Circle; ProGnost 2017: Bridge to Theos; January 2017; https://store.crimsoncircle.com/prognost-2017.html
[19] A Historic Day — Order of the Arc and Angelic Families Disband,” part of the Passion 2020 Series, confirms the disbanding occurred on April 4, 2020 https://www.crimsoncircle.com/library/passion-2020-series/a-historic-day-order-of-the-arc-and-angelic-families-disband
[20] Crimson Circle; The Slavic Power Vortex; 2022; https://store.crimsoncircle.com/the-slavic-power-vortex.html
[21] Adamus Saint-Germain, through Geoffrey Hoppe, describes “Realm Workers” as spiritually mature individuals who — alongside angelic beings — help build the energetic “parkway” for others to cross between realms, especially during the pivotal event known as Heaven’s Cross on March 22, 2023. These workers support travelers from the higher realms in returning to and re-anchoring in their human bodies, bringing back light to Earth. https://www.crimsoncircle.com/overview/wisdoms/heavens-cross/realm-workers
